Wednesday, 04 April 2012
Hey there lovely's,
here's another update filled with love quotes/sayings,
as well as another update dedicated to the boyfriend
Loving you is easy, I can do it in my sleep.
I dream of you so often, it's like you never leave.
We were just two people with two hearts and two minds,
but since we've been together that has changed.
Now everything we take each other into consideration,
and our hearts became one.
Out of everyone in the world,
I still only want you.
Even if I had the chance to be with some big celebrity,
one that I really like,
I would not go for that because you are all I want.
Cause you don't know him like I do, you'll never understand.
You don't know what we've been through;
that boy is my best friend.
I'm really not sure what I did to deserve someone as wonderful as you.
You've already proven to me how different you are, how real you are.
Whatever I did, I hope it makes you mine forever.
I vow that no matter what challenges may carry us apart,
we will always find our way back to each other.
No relationship is perfect, ever.
There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater.
The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences.And that's the key.
It's like a big pie chart, and the love in the relationship has to be the biggest piece.
Love can make up for a lot.
The sparkle in your eyes puts the stars to shame.
The first time I saw you was the last time I saw my heart.
I can't really explain it but, I like you without trying.
I love the things you say, and how you never fail to make me smile.
And by the end of the day, you're always on my mind.
You are the answer to every prayer I've offered.
You are a song, a dream, a whisper.
And I don't know how I could have lived without you for as long as I have.
What I can promise you is that I will always love you,
and that I will always be grateful it was you who stole my heart.
Truth is, I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine.
I'm stubborn as hell, I say I'm sorry too much.
I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much.
I over analyze the smallest of things and it turns into a fight.
But I do this all because I'm in love with you,
and I never ever want to lose you or even think about it.
You're more than a lover, there could never be another to make me feel the way you do.
Oh, we just get closer; I fall in love all over, every time I look at you.
I don't know where I'd be, without you here with me;
life with you makes perfect sense, you're my best friend.
Thursday, 22 March 2012
Hey there lovely's,
I just wanted to say that I am so glad that I have my subscribers on here,
even if I do vent about something or go on and on about my Mr.Wonderful.
I love you all,
and don't forget to keep commenting and recommending,
and for all of you who aren't subscribed to me or haven't added me as a friend,
it would be great if you did subscribe and add me.
Oh and enjoy this update (=
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When something bad happens, you have three choices:
you can either let it define you, destroy you, or you can let it strengthen you.
They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world:
someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.
And she loves regardless of everything that has stained her life.
She loves with everything she has left, and that is beautiful.
While I'm busy looking up at the balloon, I've realized that there's an ice cream melting on my hand.
Makes sense? Don't look for something better when you already got the sweetest.
No matter what happens I'll make it. If I'm not happy I'll fake it.
I've been through backstabbers, boys and lies.
I got a whole list of bitches I despise. So, if you got my trust don't lose it.
If you got my love don't abuse it.
Every girl thinks she can change a player.
But the truth is, it's not the player that needs to change, it's the girl.
Cause every player is on a mission; to find that one girl that makes him lose his desire to play.
You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy.
Somebody who's not gonna complicate your life.
Somebody who won't hurt you.
I just don't get some people.
If you have all the time in the world to talk about other people,
and for them to be a topic of discussion with you and your friends,
whenever you all get together you obviously aren't living your own life.
She's emo? You'd cut too, if you've been through what she has.
She's anorexic? You'd be too, if everyone called you fat everyday.
She's a whore? She made one mistake that cost her, her reputation.
She's a showoff? Her parents abused her, & she's never heard of praise.
She's loud? She's invisible at home, & she wants to be heard.
She's quiet? She's afraid to speak, because she's scared to get made fun of.
She's fat? She binges, because she misses her dead brother.
She's a geek? She wants to get into college, so she can support her poverty ridden family.
She doesn't wear abrecrombie? Her parents have been out of work for months,
clothes aren't her top priority if she can't even afford food.
She's ugly? Tell me, what is the definition of beauty?
Who are you to judge them?
You know their name, not their story.
I like simple people.
People who can make me laugh, no matter what mood I'm in.
Someone that I can joke around with, knowing they won't get mad.
Someone I can be comfortable with, and not have things get awkward.
If they can keep me laughing, then they can most definitely keep me on my toes.
Now you're my whole life, now you're my whole world,
I just can't believe the way I feel about you girl
Like a river meets the sea
Stronger than it's ever been
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then.
Wednesday, 21 March 2012
hey there loves,
how has your week been so far?
I'm thinking about taking kickboxing cardio classes, yay me! aha.
enjoy this update! (:
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I've learned a lot these past few years. through my fake smiles and unseen tears
that friends sometimes are not forever and true love doesn't always last.
The good memories stay with you but they also go by so fast.
But someone will always be there, someone that honestly does truly care.
You don't choose who you fall for.
You just fall and you get this person who is all wrong, but yet so right.
You know that you like them so much, except sometimes they drive you insane and no one can explain.
I can and will be a bitch so get used to it.
Because trust me, I am going to say what I want to say,
do what I want to do, and be whoever the fuck I want to be.
And nobody said you had to like it.
Don't ever use someone's past against them.
You're just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then.
If you watch their facial expression carefully,
|then you'll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened.
Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
We cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.
We cannot change the inevitable.
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have & that is our attitude.
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me & 90% of how I react to it.
Our problem is that we hate change, but love it at the same time.
What we really want is for everything to stay the same, but get better.
If a girl understands your bullshit, sticks with you through your mistakes,
and smiles even when you have done nothing for her, it's obvious she loves you,
but it's also obvious you don't deserve her.
A song can instantly take you back to a moment, a place or even a person.
No matter what else has changed in you or the world;
the one song stays the same, just like that moment.
Sometimes I hope that we're still friends when I get married.
I hope that I will end up inviting you to the wedding and you will come.
Then you will see me as the happiest girl in the world.
You will see me with a guy who treats me right and loves me more than himself.
You will see all you could of had and you will regret letting me go,
but the thing I want you to see the most is that I survived without you.
Sometimes I still stare at you, amazed and absolutely enchanted.
And even though I've held your gaze a thousand times,
when you turn to me and give me that silly grin of yours, you still make me blush.
There is always one person you love who becomes that definition.
It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually.
This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people,
even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable.
The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else;
they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone.
But that person still wins. They win, and you lose.
Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.
I know there are times when I'm actually hard to be with.
You fall in love with someone who has so many problems and I just want to say thank you,
thank you for being there for me despite that reasons not to.
I have a lot of flaws that could have pushed you away, but you're still there, trying to keep me.
Girls aren't going to talk first. It's a girl thing.
We don't like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us.
We like to feel like the wait was worth something.
We like feeling like you've waited for us like we've waited for you.
But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy.
That's why we're scared. To us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girls wants that.
Dear whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now.
I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise.
Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares.
You're wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn't be writing this.
You're not alone, we may be miles away but we're all going through the same things.
Please keep holding on.
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Monday, 19 March 2012
Oh hey loves,
I'm going to try to update daily for you.
even though me and the boyfriend have been together for almost 4 months now,
it's still fun going on dates with him.
Yesterday we went to an indoor amusement park,
it was really fun.
I really do enjoy spending time with him.
Other than that, comment, subscribe, recommend, and add me (:
Another update dedicated to my Mr.Amazing.
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I want all of you, forever,
you and me, every day.
I could be whatever you want.
You just tell me what you want,
and I will be that for you.
I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else.
He changed me. He made me into this better person that I've always wanted to be.
He's the best thing that's ever happened to me. I couldn't have done it without him.
People are always going to have lots of reasons why you shouldn't be with your love.
But it should never make you rethink your situation with this person.
You're with this person because you love them and they make you happy.
Let's get lost in a world where there are no tears, heartache, or opposition.
A world where it is just the two of us.
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you,
how good you look when you smile.
How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you all the time,
replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did.
I've memorized your face and the way you look at me.
I wonder what will happen next time we are together,
but all I know is that it will be amazing.
I cherish every moment that I spend with you.
Love is the condition,
the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.
And he looked at me with that same look in his eyes.
Like the first day we went on a date and I knew right at that moment,
that I could never let him look at anyone else that way.
Baby, it's you and me against the world,
we can face it together, forever.
I can honestly say that I have never felt this way before.
He is the first guy I have fallen in love with.
Sure, I have claimed to love other guys before.
But this is really something different.
When I think about it, I never actually loved any of those other guys.
This relationship that I have now,
is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
There will come a time in your life when you become absolutely infatuated with a single soul.
For this person, you’d do anything for and not think twice about it, but when asked why, you have no answer.
You’ll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you’ll never find out.
And no matter how badly it hurts or how badly you hate it, you’ll love this person for the rest of your life without regret.
If there is anything I have learned in falling in love with you,
it's that if we were to ever go our separate ways and I was married to the 'man of my dreams' if I ever saw you,
or looked into your blue eyes, I'd still remember and feel everything I felt when our love was so alive.
What I'm saying is, I will always love you, even if we don't last forever, our love will.
Here's the truth. Not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations.
But there are those times when everything,
I mean love, romance, relationships... it all falls together perfectly, and it's incredible.
It’s those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it.
and this is me and Sean (my boyfriend) on a ride yesterday at the indoor amusement park.
Like I said before, such an amazing time (:
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Song of the day:
Everything I do- Bryan Adams
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Friday, 16 March 2012
Hey my loves,
here is another update just for all of you.
Don't forget to comment, recommend, add, and subscribe.
I'll subscribe and add you back (:
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She's the definition of confidence. Her favorite color's black.
She's the meaning of gorgeous and she has friends who have her back.
She likes the color of her hair and when people talk about her, she doesn't really care.
She hates broken promises and things that are not fair.
She likes late night talks and making people stare.
She hates liars, backstabbers, and boys who cheat.
She loves her new boyfriend. He makes her life complete.
She used to cut herself. She used to cry at night. But now this isn't what she's like.
Some people say she's a bitch because she says what's on her mind.
Some people call her slutty because she makes all the boys go blind.
Others say that, around her, they can unwind.
Call me what you want and just me if you must.
But guess what everybody? It's my fucking life.
Anger's not bad. It's human.
And anyway, just because someone's upset doesn't mean they'll stay that way.
If someone is really close to you, your getting upset or them getting upset is okay,
and they don't change because of it. It's just part of the relationship.
It happens. You deal with it.
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips of my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine,
know that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall but instead picks you up, brushes you off, and lets you try again.
A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt. A dad is someone who holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules, shines with pride when you succeed, and has faith in you even when you fail.
Be with who makes you smile. Be with who you can't stop thinking about.
Be with who you can always count on. Be with who makes you laugh.
Be with who you think about as soon as you wake up, just as you fall asleep, and who you dream about all night.
Be with the person that you can share your secrets with.
Be with someone you can't get enough of.
And don't wait until it's to late. Tomorrow may never come.
Don't worry if you're good looking or not,
don't complain if you're fat or skinny,
don't just focus on your physical appearance,
because anyway, if someone is going to love you, he must do it no matter how you look,
because when you are eighty, your physical appearance will change,
but the personality won't, and that is what real beauty is.
You aren't going to be her first, but you will be her last.She's loved before, and will love you for the rest of time.
She tries to be perfect, you act like you're perfect, but the two of you are perfect together.
If she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes,
hold on to her and give her the most you can.
She isn't going to know every hockey stat, or the latest cover on playboy,
but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break.
Don't hurt her, don't change her, and don't expect more than she can give. Don't analyze.
Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
Love hard when there is love to be had.
She'll be the first to admit that she's not perfect.
Her life's a wreck, and the only thing holding her up is the life that her boyfriend gives her.
She's got some friends who would die for her, and she has friends that would kill her, given the chance.
She has the mental stability of a psychiatric patient, and the constant drama that surrounds her doesn't help.
Despite everything that has happened to her, the reason she keeps hanging on is the life her boyfriend gives her.
You know what the best feeling in the world is?
Having a best friend, that one person who loves you & never judges you no matter what you do or how badly you fuck up. Someone who you have endless conversations with and can communicate by just using your eyes.
That one person who just walks in your house, opens the fridge and grabs whatever they want out.
Lastly it’s that person who knows so much about you that they could ruin your life in a second.
But you trust them with your life and you know that they will never ever do that no matter what.
Destiny is a feeling you have that you know something about yourself nobody else does.
The picture you have in your own mind of what you’re about will come true.
It’s a kind of a thing you kind of have to keep to your own self, because it’s a fragile feeling,
and you put it out there, then someone will kill it.
It’s best to keep that all inside.
The sun is going to shine and the rain is going to fall.
In the end you might get burnt or wet, but that's life.
So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun.
At the end of the day, smile. Everything is going to be alright.
Love conquers all so they say, yet it conquers nothing.
Love is not what gets you through a hard day, its not the thing that keeps you warm at night.
Love dose not solve problems or keep people sane.
You cant win with love, you have to fight and go through the trials and tribulations.
Love is just the cherry on the top. It makes fighting and getting through life a little more present and enjoyable.
If love conquered all then those who did not have love would fail, yet that’s not always the case.
Sometimes those who don’t have love are the strongest, most accomplished people.
I can't promise you a relationship thats perfect without arguments and trust issues,
but i will promise you this, there will be more good times than bad,
and i will do everything in my power to make sure you're happy.
I want to get drunk, completely wasted.
Not for the fun of it or to be "cool" but to forget all the bullshit going on in my life right now.
I want to sit on a sandy beach and watch the waves just crash, like my life.
And when I finally get wasted I want to call you and tell you all the shit I've been wanting to tell you for days now.
Things weren't suppose to be like this.
I need the smell of summer. to wake up to the sound of lawnmowers, and sleeping till noon.
I need the smell of chlorine pool hair in my face, and laughing non-stop with my best friends.
I need drama free days full of bonfires and camping.
I need a break from caring.
You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales,
that fantasy of what your life would be,
white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.
Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them,
but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing is it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely,
because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
I can be rude and I can be mean.
I can be bitchy and I can be vulgar.
I can be offensive and disgusting,
fractious and dishonourable.
I can be tasteless and unmannerly,
blunt and discourteous,
but I am telling the truth.
I am sticking up for myself.
You say that you love the rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines.
You say that you love the wind,
but you close the windows when the wind blows.
This is why I am afraid when you say that you love me too.
People always think they know other people but they don’t, not really.
I mean, maybe they know things about them, like if they won’t eat tomatoes or they like action movies or whatever,
but they don’t know what their friends do in their room alone at night or what happened when they were kids,
or if they feel fucked up and are sad for no reason at all.
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Song of the day:
Lonely Boy- The Black Keys
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